My initial reaction to this week’s Lolita Blog Carnival topic was skepticism in my ability to accurately remember what picture it was that made me fall in love with the fashion- but there in the next instant the memory flashed before me.
|Oh boy does this make me feel nostalgic|
It was back in middle school and over the past year or two I had transitioned from the tomboy look of my childhood to a budding interest in makeup and femininity- which then developed into a dark brooding look complete with Tripp chain dresses and heavy eye makeup that couldn’t keep up with the Florida heat.
One night after school while I was looking up gothic inspiration I came across this image. It really struck me; her confident poise, her flawlessness, but most of all her outfit. I’d never seen anything like it before in modern culture and it drew me in. Being introduced to EGL opened up a whole new world for me, and I spent the rest of the night sucking in as much information as I could gather- which at the time was pretty minimal.
I can’t remember which I found first- Avant Guache or lolitafashion.org– but I remember the disappointment in discovering how expensive lolita was. I picked through the Metamorphose website lamenting that I wouldn’t spend $50 on a piece of clothing, let alone the $200 price tags I was seeing. Thoroughly discouraged, I would look up lolita from time to time but it wouldn’t really be back on my radar until I picked up a FRUiTS magazine for the first time in high school.
Delving into that memory has made me really nostalgic for neopets and cyberpet adoption sites and doll makers. How did you discover lolita? Have a sugar-sweet day and be sure to check out how the other bloggers in the Lolita Blog Carnival fell in love!